New Day

Ok, new day, new post. So, I just wanted to make sure that my darling husband knows that I love him, even though he says he doesn't have time to look at my blog- yet still finds time to check facebook while he was suppose to be doing his hmwk last night... I also want to mention how much I love my Mother. She is the best and I hope one day to be more like her. I really do have the best family in the world. I also didn't make it to school today- I feel bad about it, but I really don't want to go and so it is hard to come up with the motivation to go. I have been looking at going to a technical school where I would do more hands on things and feel like I was doing some good in the world. I am looking at either doing a CNA course -again- or a medical assistant or maybe even a message therapist. I really don't know. I am a little worried too that I will regret not finishing the schooling I am taking now, but it will be at least a year and a half to finish and I don't want to take the classes I have to to graduate. I feel stupid at school- and this shouldn't be how I feel. I dread going to school when I wake up in the mornings... What is wrong with me? I also wish that my husband could be going to school for real and not just taking English classes that get us nowhere. Unfortunately though, we don't have the money to do that because it costs like $6000 for him because he is an international student... What would happen if we go back to Brazil? Gus thinks that we won't be able to get back to the US very easy if we do that though... I would miss my family a lot! Although, I do love my in-laws; they are great people. Oh life... how I love thee...